The phase where in u lose every feeling
the feeling to love
the patience to bear
the F**kin sense to be fair
when you cant find peace to stop your frustration
nor can you gather the power 2 shun your aggression..
its like your losing your self…
feeling hallow from inside….
there is nothing that your left with…
No thoughts to express
No feelings to suppress
No anger to control
No temper to hold
and no story to be told
U have no words to vindicate your stress
its only you all alone in the mess
its like an empty feeling without any healing
feels like i am losing one something
Losing the first thought in the morning
Losing what eased my pain through the day,
Losing the tab on what happened yesterday
Losing what made the weekends fun
Losing what kept me on d run
M losing the confidence in me…
its like the feeling u have wen u have lost the key….
Don’t know what the future holds
Not like anybody is ever told….
lets go through this phase of life..
sure to find the truth beneath the lies….
its not like i am a hopeless optimistic…
but sure don’t fall in the league of pessimists…
though numb is what life has become.
lets face it as it comes
i have been readin git over and over again .. since the past two hours .,.
ReplyDelete!!!
this is exactly how i feel how did u over come it then ..??
hopeless optimist ....??
ReplyDeletelol
u can either be hopeless or an optimist
how can u be both ,,!!!
i mean ususally if u r hopeless u tend to become a pessimist ...!!1
two hours???? i ma self wouldnt hav spend so much time..... thanks ane ways.... hw did i come ova it.... read d last few lines.....
ReplyDeletecourage 2 fite cums frm within.... u jus hav 2 get it out.... make ur self understand..... evrythin falls in place...... den.... n hopless optimistic is sumone who neva loses hope..... neva......